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Guilt

Published August 31, 2020
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Talia H. Swartz, MD, PhD

the air is tense and unsafe
shimmering veils obscure emotion
fears and hopes digitized misunderstood

warm tears stream for him
both vying for indefinite options
his lungs are weaker

she pleads for him
he cannot plead
he cannot breathe

but not seen through plexiglass walls
and faceshields and masks
is guilt

guilt that she was on the other side
that she brought this home
that he is here because of her

guilt cannot escape because it is protected
inside the confines of this room
for no one else to perceive

and in these walls of protection
that there is nothing to protect her
from this immutable guilt

DOI

10.20411/pai.v5i1.39

About the Author

Assistant Professor Medicine, Infectious Diseases

Associate Director, Medical Scientist Training Program

Icahn School of Medicine at Mount Sinai

1 Gustave L Levy Pl, Box 1090

New York, NY 10029

talia.swartz@mssm.edu

Talia H. Swartz, MD, PhD is Assistant Professor of Medicine, Infectious Diseases at the Icahn School of Medicine at Mount Sinai. She is a physician scientist who studies inflammation in the context of HIV-1 and more recently SARS-CoV-2 infection. This poem was inspired by her experiences caring for COVID-19 patients on the wards at the peak of the pandemic in April 2020 in New York.

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